Because I felt like it.

Today I was filled with anger, frustration and annoyance. I wanted to do something, feel something.
I walked down to the beach with Bronte, rambling and yelling about the things that made me mad.
We got to the beach and I yelled " I AM GOING TO GO SWIMMING"
Bronte replied "are you actually..." and turned to see me removing my pants.
I ran into that freezing winter water in my underwear and with my broken toe, and dove right in.
The feeling was the best i have ever had. One of relief and sensation, and also a bit cold.
It was the best thing I could of done.
I love the beach.
I wish I was a wave in the sea.
I felt achieved that I had thought of something and then just done it, no matter the consequences.
It filled you with confidence, like you could do anything.

And anything can be done.
It just hasn't been tried yet.



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